I few months back after dusting off over 20k on Fulltilt I destroyed everything poker in my world. The last thing I did was light on fire my copy of SuperSystem and pissed on the fire. I've had some time to reflect and have gained a new strength of self while deciding whether I want to live past 40 years of age.
Dramatic you say....Not exactly. With a sedatery lifestyle, awful eating habits, stressful job, gambling, and diabetes on my resume death himself is waiting behind my 200 year old oak tree in the back yard. Every night I refill his trey of garlic humus and purple Kool-aid on my back porch and give him a reassuring nod that I will soon carry his sickle.
One night after playing chess with Death, I decided that I will give one more shot of regaining my once disciplined yet forward thinking and aggressive campaign on making my journey interesting and fulfilling. Does this mean I will join the peace core or collect mice for that cancer experiment...... I think not. Yet, at this point of my life just getting a forward motion feel to my existence would be a step up from getting pumped and jacked that I found an old bag of Doritos behind my couch while watching Road House.
Can a man still love fried chicken, porn, poker, and hoe's and still lead a fulfilling life. We'll see. Remember its not the destination, its the journey that counts..............
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